Terrified

Can't believe in a about two more weeks 2017 is gonna be over.
How is my 2017?

2017 has been a bitter sweet journey. From my super anticipated journey in UK and Europe (which I will blog later), to the birth of my niece. Ah so many had happened in 2017, things that I would never expect. So now i am officially done with Degree (well not really, my intern is still on pending). Haih so many things to think about now. The fear of everything. And I am pretty terrified to be honest... Why? To face the adult world? To prepare to venture a brand new world? Or to go on a path where I am alone? I am stuck. Stuck between the choice of staying on or follow my dreams. Its seriously seems surreal when I now can finally say I finished degree and waiting to work. It all seems so unreal REALLY T______T Can't imagine that these 3 years just went passed just like that and here am I, applying for intern job. I hated my program back then and now its so funny how here I am wishing I could go back, back to when I am studying for this program. How can time be so cruel and passed so fast?

This week has been rough. So so so saddening and so much things had happened. Life. Which gave me a wake up call indirectly. Never to take life for granted and to appreciate everyone around me. I really really treasure time with my family now. Simple but precious moments :') <3
Alright will update soon about happier stuffs I hope! Stay tuned <3

Singapore day 3!

Omygoodness and hello! So so so sorry for the delay eh! I didn't even notice I delayed my post for a few months. Okay, straight to the point la, let's proceed to day 3!

Hello! Actually nothing much la on day 3. My day 3 was mostly spent in Bugis Street. We walked quite a distance ( about 1km?) from our hotel cause apparently Bugis Street was quite near to our hotel! Walked, walked and walked. Bugis Street is a really pretty street la generally, if you want to take nice or street type of pictures, it will be suitable there! Its not too crowded as well and there were professional photographers doing photo shoot there as well leh! tried walking pass a few times like you know maybe they need an extra or passerby HAHAHAHHA, but like I don't think they even noticed me HAHAH. SAD MAN.  Like no worries la, if you are shy to take OOTD there, just take only la. Everyone was basically doing their own photo shoot there HAHAH. Oh, if you loveeee shopping, this street is also a purrrrfect choice like because its basically a fashion street HAHAH. There are lotsa boutiques if you are interested especially to the ladies. I bought a top myself too (can't resist)! Heheheh.

This was urhhh creative?

See how empty the street was and how I was surrounded by garbage bins HAHAHHA

Oh there were murals too!

A mosque was in the area too!

 After that, I went to have lunchhhhh. A the famous Astons Specialities, Keypoint ( I am basically typing out Google Map's address HAHAHAH). The food was pretty reasonable la and really nice. They served mostly western food so don't worry if you are craving for western food HAHAHA.

My favvvvvv

Forgot what is this called HAHAHHA

 After eating, we went to the Chinatown via MRT! Its located right in front of the station Chinatown so no worries about not being to find the place. Oh yeah, Chinatown is a greaaaaat place to buy souvenirs cause they are really cheap there! Souvenirs like magnets, keychains, tees, and many more la can be found there.

Took a polaroid of myself hehehhe.

Then, its time to go back :( We dropped by at the KOI in Changi Airport cause we were cravingggg for it. Do remember to drop by at KOI as their bubble tea is really good and hey, surely there is a reason they are famous rightttt. Just remember to try it la.

Okay that sums up for day 3! The truth is I am kinda lazy hahah to even write this post and so sorry for the messiness. Oh yeah! I will be going Korea next week heheh so you will be able to read some Korea trip post too after thatttt. Singapore? I probably be only going Singapore next year March cause no time laaa plus I need to save up for my UK trip next year :( But I am really anticipating Korea next week! I will be heading to Busan and Seoul! so exciteeeeddddd hehehe! Oh yeah, my Bangkok post! I should be posting it this week or next week if I remembered la. Its kinda hard now cause I just started class nowwww urgh. New sem, new subjects, more headaches. Ok la, enuff for today, see you sooooooonnnnn!

I am happiest when......

Hello! I know I made a promise to update this blog during my break but somehow I didn't. Yes, yes blame it on my laziness. Okay so back to today's topic! Happy moments? What why this tittle? Its just that I feel like writing to express my happiness!

I am sure everybody has their happiest day that they would never forget. Warning, this may be quite a boring post to some of you. Okay I shall begin with....



Well, I am happiest whenever....... I am with my family. Today, while having a simple lunch with my mum, I realized these are the moments I cherished the most. Simple moments like these. Silly jokes, little laughs, random conversations and me bugging her as always and how she miraculously managed to endure and answer the silliest questions that I came up with. People, just put down your phone and take a moment to appreciate those moments with your loved ones. You can see how much it makes a difference and how your brain WANTS to remember these beautiful moments.

Being the youngest in family could be hard sometimes, seeing your siblings succeeding in their lives and you yourself not doing too well (me ehem ehem) could  drift you apart from them. NO! You must never ever ever in your life to allow that from happening. Do bear in mind, despite everything, your siblings will always love and treat you as the baby of the family, In their eyes, you are that same 7 year old kiddo who loved to prank your siblings and the one who ate your own booger heh. I am grateful for my family, sincerely. For accepting my many many flaws and mistakes I have made throughout the years.

My dad. I always remembered those days where he brought me for grocery shopping that I looked very much forward after his work. We would always go Makro * a famous supermarket in Malaysia back in the early 2000s' to get ice-cream. Oh how much I miss simple days like that where there was no technology and everything was much funner then! Until today, my dad will still bring my mum, siblings and I out for shopping. He would patiently wait outside the store without complaints..... I really really really am blessed for having these amazing people as my family.

Love and forgive no matter what,
Accept them for who they are.
Never to take anything for granted.
Make time for each other.
Just simply want to express my gratitude towards my family.That's all for today! Remember to appreciate your loved ones always.